I have to go to my camera class tonight. (As opposed to my darkroom or studio management class.) I have to say I'm not really looking forward to it.
See, I've already shot my assignment. Tonight, I'll only be assisting others. The same others who sat on their asses last class and made snide little comments. There were only a few of us actually helping out. And really, you don't need that many assistants. You don't need the smart-ass remarks, either. The same snots who make these comments are the same ones that ask me questions all of the time. Now, what are the odds that I'll be helping them tonight?
Of course, my problem is that I always say that, but more often than not; I end up helping anyway. See, I used to be a bitch. No, really. I would be the last person anyone asked for help. I didn't like my attitude and decided to make some changes when I moved down here. Now, people are walking all over me because they think I'll put up with it.
It's time to find my happy medium again. (A recurring theme with me.) I need to find a way to say, "I don't know, maybe you should ask the instructor." without sounding snotty. Maybe if I say it with a smile?